In the Life of a Drama Queen

idk where to even begin I hate this house which is my grandmothers i never known someone to b soooooooo fuckin cheap and so about money and so fuckin hypicritical nosey as fuck. Like i really cant stand old people ways but this witch thinks shes fuckin invincable and yes i said witch cause she's fuckin EVIL ugh. i dont even know why i'm up and every 5min i say somethin to montier n i hear snorin which means im up talking to myself this shit is irky as fuck. i need a car another blower whoa n get this niggas been sleeping on this busted ass air mattress until today so maybe thats why she's sleeping so good idk. But back to the witch she always wants to talk business like wtf r u running a halfway house, she collects a bunch of shit fuckin hoarder, every time we try to help its like no don't touch this don't do that, then i keep finding my shit in her room but she's so bitchy bout her lil bit of stuff ugh, then she smashes fuckin tubs of ice cream yes i said it tubs, she's ungrateful we paying bills but she still want to regulate everything and b a cheap whore in my madea voice i could go on but just talking bout her makes me boil, hmmmm now montier is twitching in her sleep. *sigh* then my baby bought me a laptop but its for both our use n she comes creeping pass while im in my mothers room bein nosey then gets to asking questions about prices n shit Y Bitch sorry but thats how i feel mind ya fuckin business then she sooooo fuckin cheap she starts yappin off about a young ass current using the router its gon make the bill higher like bitch r u serious coming from the same person who leaves the radio on all night im ova her and her bullshit ways gotta go b4 i snap on her old ass i should not feel like this about my grandmom but i do. got sumthin 4 u

ok ok so i've finally had my lil one...omg its been a while he's already a month old he's driving me insane but i love him and wouldnt trade it 4 the world. being a mommy is soooo hard but its well worth it i miss my old body tho. it def has its ups and downs and ive experienced a tough labor. i love this lil boy. i plan on giving him the world... he came out on jan.7th 2010 weighing in as a champ at 7pounds 8 ounces at 10:40p.m and went in at 7 a.m Say hi to carter t. powell


the only man in my life o next 2 his dad but this lil boy has my heart.... i feel bad saying how hard it was with the aftermath of postpartum depression but im definately gettin thru it this lil boy has a huge personality already i have my hands full

wtf i am in love wit my babe but its bad enough i cant sleep as is but now its like it just gets worse. i remember when both of us could lay under each other without snoring. she always ask me to wake her and i dont wanna even tho shes always snoring and sleepy im startin 2 think she has a sleeping disorder lls. i love my poo but this is just crazy. i cant wait 2 get some real rest. between this tummy and the contractions mixed with a lil snoring its a bad combination all the way round but hey love makes it all worth it... uh o shes mumblin in her sleep...but hey thats my baby and she is so cute when she sleeps for the most part unless its one of those days and we both then had those

ok im sittin here with alot of thoughts of whats coming which would be my baby carter i get induced on thursday the 7th, im having a mixture of emotions happy,scared,impatient the list goes on....over the weekend i tried to walk him out and keep moving hoping he would be a new yrs baby but he wasnt having it he's stubborn like his big nose dad. so in the meantime i hooked up wit my yon and geeked with her for a while. and as of today i am so blown to say he has given me stretch marks im soooo not feeling this. I have never been so bored in my life i want someone to get me a damn wii to occupy myself my baby said she'd get me one but i dunno i really want a laptop and a camcorder so many options. I am so huge im glad its stomach tho... here are a few pics...

it coulda been better but i wasnt gonna have 1 so this works...il go into detail soon,but until then here's the pics...

ok now im feeling some type of way after montiers cousin stef came thru with his high tech ass iphone. Now he made us want one it's the shyt already then the fact that its jailbroken makes me envious it connects to the internet thru the phone on the laptop... i have no internet or cable yet in the house so i have to make use of his access while he's here but since he's leaving so is the internet...so i'll return sooner or later. and Carter has a new god daddy it's my buddy banana...these niggas and their electronics i tell u.