In the Life of a Drama Queen

it coulda been better but i wasnt gonna have 1 so this works...il go into detail soon,but until then here's the pics...

ok now im feeling some type of way after montiers cousin stef came thru with his high tech ass iphone. Now he made us want one it's the shyt already then the fact that its jailbroken makes me envious it connects to the internet thru the phone on the laptop... i have no internet or cable yet in the house so i have to make use of his access while he's here but since he's leaving so is the internet...so i'll return sooner or later. and Carter has a new god daddy it's my buddy banana...these niggas and their electronics i tell u.

ok so i have been thru it all the last few months as if being pregnant wasnt enuff... i coulda lost my life and my child and childs father a much as i hate the bastard thats not wut i want as an outcome in this horrible accident. i swear i wish i could record this for everyone to relive this and realize how much life is a blessing and to not take it for granted. My little young unconcieved little munchkin could have been gone with the blink of any eye. I could have lost everything. as much as i am miserable i'd rather be alive and miserable than making others life miserable as a ghost lmao... I am to blessed to be stressed...hmmm im just tired i just wanna b happy i wish people would understand seeing something coming and not being able to avoid it and the sound and feeling of going 35-40 mph and cant stop smacking a car coming out from a side street and hitting it so hard you hit a parked car...think about being scared everytime you get into a vehicle or behind the wheel... being burned by the air bag and seatbealt and having to crawl out the car you only had for not even a yr... scared being on a ambulance terrified outta ya mind as to what they can say is wrong... imagine not seeing how bad it really was until u had to stay over night in the hospital scared shitless in pain...i'm so blessed

ok so is it normal to watch people sleep or rather your spouse? I think she has her moments where i love to watch her sleep and when i want to wake her from her sleep lol. Today was one of those days when i wanted 2 watch her sleep but she woke up lol darn. I mean am I crazii or am i that into he and in love that much sheesh? I love her I'm sure u know who she is. She looked so peaceful and is if she didnt already have a baby face already. My poo is really all I could ask for in someone but we go thru so much but i guess its all true love, we been together for almost two yrs. and been messing with each other for almost 4 i love this girl and i guess watching her sleep and snuggling under her huge boobs is only the beginning, i love u babe but i dunno if im normal watching you sleep. lol