In the Life of a Drama Queen

ok so i have been thru it all the last few months as if being pregnant wasnt enuff... i coulda lost my life and my child and childs father a much as i hate the bastard thats not wut i want as an outcome in this horrible accident. i swear i wish i could record this for everyone to relive this and realize how much life is a blessing and to not take it for granted. My little young unconcieved little munchkin could have been gone with the blink of any eye. I could have lost everything. as much as i am miserable i'd rather be alive and miserable than making others life miserable as a ghost lmao... I am to blessed to be stressed...hmmm im just tired i just wanna b happy i wish people would understand seeing something coming and not being able to avoid it and the sound and feeling of going 35-40 mph and cant stop smacking a car coming out from a side street and hitting it so hard you hit a parked car...think about being scared everytime you get into a vehicle or behind the wheel... being burned by the air bag and seatbealt and having to crawl out the car you only had for not even a yr... scared being on a ambulance terrified outta ya mind as to what they can say is wrong... imagine not seeing how bad it really was until u had to stay over night in the hospital scared shitless in pain...i'm so blessed