my so called life and what its missing
my life is more than just a rollercoaster it always has its ups and downs my relationship hasnt been the same my brain cant take this thing this thing called life or this thing called love have you ever felt like you always putting it out but not getting it back or for that matter how u want have u ever just felt like your relationship will never b the same as if u still have time to change when it reaally just feels like u waited a lil to late y now y all these issues y all this drama i been taking blows after blows for you and with you and it just seems like its just not good enough i wish i could just roll over and wake up like this was all a dream like this would all be over shes not paying me the attention she use to but she claims im wrong but its coming from the person who always tells me i notice little things so if i notice the little im sure ill notice the big ones like wuts wrong wut did i do? i just ask myself this everytime something goes wrong this thing called life is taking me for an emotional an stressful ride i get this thing all the time where i keep being tol stress is a killer yea you think can you imagine how many times ive been in the hospital over the last couple months clearly enough for my doc. to prescribe me what they call a prescription and i consider the anti-happy pill that you become addicted to so no i wont take it but who knew stress can come with so many side effects i should now 1st hand... but my love life is so jacked up when i just want her to really understand and see wut i see i'm not perfect but i wanna be for her or any relationship your in i think that should be tha case i cant even get a job in this recession i dont ask for much but i ask for love i ask for little things which seem to big... whats nothing to you may be something to me...i mean im in love with this girl but i got so much going on and so doe she im like jigga i want that old thing back but its so hard when you got the new shyt draining the whole relationship who am i i no longer know just my writings on the wall which i believe can be just as invisible as whats written all over my face this hurt and pain i can't bare... it's so many qualities i love so many i cant stand if i could mesh those beautiful qualities with the side of me u admire and what i am looking for you would be the total package but am i wrong for that cause i dont look at it like im tryna change you but more so help because you've change me for the better im lost please find me not leave me and make sure if you have to put me on a leash with a lock and key just like you did to my heart i just want happiness and love with that touch of swagg you use to have i'm missing it this swagg shyt is real and when u find me make sure not to loose you in the process and when you decide to stop running from the problems and actually face them make sure u keep the drama far away before u have to run again but this time dont look back kells u r my backbone and im loosing you
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